I wish I could be one of those people that likes change and welcome it when it hits me square across the face but i’m just not,and i don’t know if ever will be. It’s not like i’m even happy about current and past life conditions and i know its my responsibility to be happy and life’s what you make it
blah blah blah but its all I’ve ever known and i don’t even know where to start to make it better or if i really care to. All my friends are leaving and i’m terrible at making new friends, my best friend in the entire world is dying, I’m expected to act like an adult while I’m treated like a 12 year old and honestly, I just want to cry most of the time. i find change exciting and invigorating in theory but terrifying in practice. There’s a reason why I’ve had the same URL for almost 3 years and same favorite band since 4th grade. But seeing as nothing ever lasts forever i guess i’m really gonna have to grip the bull by its horns or just wither away to oblivion.
if you see me laughing while texting there’s a 99.9% chance i’m laughing at a text message i sent because i’m equal parts vain and hilarious